...I so happy to have you dear i love you...

Dear i so happy to have you.

This few week i had be not happy with alot of thing.

And many thing had happen to me, my study, family and even you.

We had strat to know each other more le.

And start to learn how to love each other more.

Just like last night.

When we are in the bus.

I fall asleep and you hug me with you.

When i was asleep.

I feel so love by you when i hug me when i was sleep.

How counld i wish that te time wont end so fast for us so that i could hug you no matter what.

And when i reach home i was so worry that my phone really something happen.

You just keep pei me talk no the phone and make me calm donw.

You ask me go and have some sleep early.

And about 1 am plus you call me up and tell me that wake you up tomorrow only and that you ask me go sleep le.

But after you put donw the phone you call me again.

And tell me.

Darlin tomrrow i end school about 2 liek this so i can meet you pei you go make your phone.

So you go home and change first and call me when you are ready to go out.

I was so dam tried last night and i only realy him

(Orh ok.)

And when dear dear you going to put dnow the phone you told me darlin wait i got something to tell you and let you know.

I realy him yes what? you wanna to tell me.

He said that.

Er... darlin i really very happy to have you.

You are the frist girl who really treat me very nice and you are the first girl who will sleep on me till so sweet and and don't wanna to wake up.

And darlin i love you.

Er ok go sleep ba it late le you still have school go sleep ba.

when i hear that i feel so touch by him.

And He is alot of my fisrt time doing thing with him.

Like not my other ex.

We had did alot of things that i did not do before with all my other ex.

Dear wo hao hao hao de zhen xi ni le.

Wo bu hui zai ci fang qi wo men de ai le.

Ni ye yao jia you de ai wo hao ma?

Bu yao zai rang wo shang xin nan guo le hao ma.

Wo men de yuan fen zhen de shi yi zhong mei li de ai qing.

Wo men yi ding hui xing fu de zai yi qi dao lao.

Wo yao ai ni yi shen yi shi.

Ni shi wo de zui ai le.

Baby i love you.

...Dear You are the most sweet Boyfriend i never have...

Now i start to call my stead

1. Dear,

2. Lao gong,

3. Baby

And last

4. Xiang Gong

Haha it was lame la but i hope he will like it haha lor haha.

He start to be nice to me again le.

But i still feel abit scare because the will be awhlie.

But i not worry le.

In my heart i will always know that he love me de.

He start to know that how he him self had treat me le.

And he start to love me and care for my feeling.

Just like ytd i was abit not feel well because i was like yao tu tu de and du zi bu shu fu de gan jue like this.

At first i in bus i feel like yao tu le.

I when to call dear dear up and ask him dear later to pei me up but he say he was tried.

I was angry at first de.

Because i when to help him buy food and yet he don't even care what happen to me :( .

After about a few mins i reach the bus - stop near dear dear house there de.

WHT i when to tu sia but tu bu chu lai XYZ :( .

















































































































...I wont wanna to leave you...
I wont wanna to leave you BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
And i only wanna to love you.
You are my tears, my love, my life and my every thing.
I don't wanna you to leave me pls.

...不要气他...
请不要气他.
因为他没错.
错的人是我.
我不因此爱他的.
只是我一时的傻而害道自己的.
错的是我不是他.
我真的很爱他.
我想紧紧的握着他不放的.
是我错了.
是我因此放他的.
他没要错.
是我
我没做好爱他的人.
是我不会爱他.
他没错.
是我傻.
不要怪他了.
但我会傻傻的等他爱我的.

...Cry...
Today i'am very sad and tried le.
I hate to fight with him for nothing.
I hate to fight with him.
In the morning before going to sch i when to my friend house there and meet her go to school.
I don't know what happen to me this few week.
I keep crying and crying for him.
But he don't know how i feel.
I really don't know what had happen to him.
I really wanna to spend time with him.
And just because of this he scold me and du luan me.
It make me feel so sad that he ask me don't go find him forever le.
He ask me don't never time go find him or pei him le.
And he say What for we meet and doing nothing?
When i hear that i feel so sad.
He just put dnow my phone after scolding me.
I feel so sad.
This is the first time h treat me so badly till now.
What did i do wrong?
Why he wanna treat me like this?
Me just listening to song and think alot of thing till i cry and cry not stop till i reach school.
PE time teacher ask we all go for 2.4 run.
I keep runing like crazy the hurt the pain in me i just wanna it to be over.
I keep runing.
Keep thinking.
But i really don't know.
My heart so pain i feel like that my heart and my haed was so pain like i'am going to fall but i just keep runing and run.
Till i really don't think of it and move on.
Till i told myself not to cry le.
我要坚强起来不要在哭了.
但我还是哭了.
回到家时我叫他陪我出去.
But end up he scold me again and put donw my phone.
I go on cry again.
I'am here now typing my blog crying and crying listen to the song which he like it make me cry even more.
I really wanna to love him.
Give him all i can.
But now i hate him.
I hate him treat me like this.
Make me cry and make me so hurt.
PLS STOP CRYING AMANDA PLS DON'T CRY LE.
I TELL MYSELF LIKE THIS BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP.
I'AM SO HURT.
I'AM TRIED LE.
I REALLY HOPE HE COULD LOVE ME.
FINE AS YOU WISH I NOT GOING TO FIND YOU LE OK HAPPY.
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