One And Only You In My Heart

2011-08-28T10:58:00.001-07:00

I couldnt remember. But i felt like I'm fighting this alone.

2010-12-31T19:54:00.001-08:00

我不要卡在这里，一直渡不过。看看这世界，还是有很多简单的美好。

2010-12-02T05:04:00.001-08:00

在弱肉强食的社会，相信别人的人必死无疑，会被别人吞掉。

2010-11-26T00:44:00.001-08:00

The world never changes. The weak gets eaten.

...I'am tired...

2010-11-22T19:38:00.000-08:00

I'am so tired to be wit u nw....u Stil dun understand wat I WAN n my feelin...u always scold me sayin tat song fa ppl say I like a fool to post those thing in my fb....bt did u ever think for me....I gt no WAN to talk wit for my feelin I Jus WAN u to kw Hw much I feel....I really feel sad tat u dun care me...I'am ur gf.....nt a toy I can act like a fool hoping tag u could understand my feelin n care for me....nt by scolding me ....n hurt me more by tellin me tat our anniversary is nt zhong yao at all too u....it hurt my feelin when I hurt my feelin....can u dun WAN me to post....I can promise u....bt can u even promis me tat u wil care for me more den even when I ever even tel u anything?????....u can dun care about my family bt can u at lis care for Me n my feelin me????

2010-11-17T09:17:00.001-08:00

不公平这三个字，是给那些没能力的人说的。

2010-11-13T09:45:00.001-08:00

Life is simple. You make choices and you don't look back.

2010-11-09T09:14:00.001-08:00

Today's quote.. In the world of reality, you shouldn't make everyone
hate you. But at the same time, you can't make everyone like you. Even
if you have done nth at all, you're blame for not doing anything..

2010-11-06T13:18:00.001-07:00

现在的我，如果能回到过去。你还能伤得到我吗？

2010-11-06T13:15:00.001-07:00

如果能重来一次，我会亲手把那份爱杀了。

2010-09-16T01:43:00.001-07:00

如果能重来一次，我会亲手把那份爱杀了。

2010-09-15T11:33:00.001-07:00

没有爱情，不可怕。失去面对这世界的勇气，才可怕。

2010-09-15T11:25:00.001-07:00

人活在这世界上，真的很累。要一直不断的努力，才能得到自己想要的。觉得累了。

2010-09-09T23:52:00.001-07:00

人活在这世界上，真的很累。要一直不断的努力，才能得到自己想要的。觉得累了。

2010-08-31T02:15:00.001-07:00

If you were to die tomorrow.. How are you going to live today?

2010-08-26T15:35:00.001-07:00

My life's like cigarette, burning faster than a normal candle.

2010-08-26T15:31:00.001-07:00

Everything is over. In a flash. Didn't even know it truly ended till I
face up against it. So pathetic. There's no turning back anymore.
Forget it. It never happen to me before. Selective memory.

2010-08-26T15:27:00.001-07:00

I'm very bored. So I post something.

...Darling I Love you...

2010-08-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

Darlin u r so nice to me...

I really feel so happy to have u, u kw??

I really feel happy n very thank GOD to have u to be wit me..

I really wan to be wit u forever...

I really hope tat u could be ther wit me til old...

Darlin i really feel so happy n really thank GOD so much tat i have u...

Darlin i really cant wait to help u qing zhu ur BIRTHDAY for ur 24 BIRTHDAY...

Darlin i really wan..

I wan to be wit u n stay by urside...

I wan to really wan to u kw...

Darlin thank you for being at myside...

Even if we really fight every time or wat...

I really wan to be wit u...

Staying by urside when u r happy, sad, angry, hurt or sick i also wan to stay wit u to pei u...

I wan to be wit u i dun care u gt HB or wat i jus wan to be wit u...

To be wit u til old til die i wan to be wit u forever..

I wan to have a house wit u have kids wit u...

Jus for u n wit u forever...

2010-08-25T14:16:00.000-07:00

I'm very bored. So I post something.

The life quotes that I loved and believe.

2010-08-20T10:02:00.000-07:00

Today, Amanda came to song Fa to look for me. Today we have to pay the
broadband bill. After something happen, I again realize that human is
evil by nature.

Life is not about how hard you can hit, it's about how much you can
take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done.

Life's simple. You make choices and nv look back.

在城市里，太相信人，到最后受伤的，一定是自己。

Always believe in what you believe, not what other wants you to believe.

2010-08-19T04:31:00.001-07:00

Yar.. I don understand your world.. But in fact, I think your world is
stupid. It doesn't matter to whoa right or who wrong. The only thing I
felt is how imature u are.

2010-08-19T03:27:00.001-07:00

I'm really very disappointed with my gf..

2010-08-18T15:56:00.001-07:00

我说过我会爱你。我会一直陪你，直到有一天，你对我说，你不再需要我。

I reach home le

2010-08-14T12:40:00.001-07:00

3.37 am 15th of aug

I have reach home and called Amanda, but she didn't pick up the call.
I guess she must be really tired. She has with tomorrow at 12 pm and
has to wake up to get ready at 9 pm. So I guess I shouldn't bother her
anymore and let her have a good rest. Good night darling. I will miss
you. I'm sure.

2010-08-14T12:04:00.001-07:00

Now it's 3 am in the night and I'm goin home after being at amanda's house..

I wanna try

2010-08-14T11:39:00.001-07:00

Tryin to blog somemore haha

Hi test

2010-08-14T11:34:00.001-07:00

Can I write sth

...Fuck Up...

2010-07-25T08:03:00.000-07:00

I feelin so angry with u... Y do u wan to treat me like this... U are my bf u dun believe me n yet u must treat me like shit like this den u happy is iz??? I start to hate u...

...Unhappy day for me...

2009-06-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

...Unhappy day for me...

This few days i feel so unhappy.

I don't even know why and what had happen to me?

Can anyone tell me what am i going to do?

I feel so unsave in my heart.

I can find something can make me happy de le.

I don't know why?

Just know that i feel so sad:(.

Even Dear Dear you also don't know.

Dear Dear is happy now coz is his hoilday.

He is very happy.

But i don't know why i'am not:(.

After fighting with Dear Dear of Games he wan to buy and play.

I feel that something really make me feel like this whloe week i will be going to be sad.

I don't know that Do Dear Dear love me or not.

Why when i ask his this he will just tell me that Can u dun ask me this.

I feel so sad and i cant feel and save from Dear Dear.

But i Believe him.

Is just that i really wanna to know DO YOU LOVE ME?

And i just cant help it but cry.

When he can ans me.

And i'am just crying now:(.

I feel so sad this whloe day.

I really don't know why:(.

Dont ask me i'am don't wanna to talk.

And i just wanna to be alone and think what had happen.

I really feel very sad but Dear don't even care for my feeling.:(

...I so happy to have you dear i love you...

2009-04-17T12:25:00.000-07:00

...I so happy to have you dear i love you...

Dear i so happy to have you.

This few week i had be not happy with alot of thing.

And many thing had happen to me, my study, family and even you.

We had strat to know each other more le.

And start to learn how to love each other more.

Just like last night.

When we are in the bus.

I fall asleep and you hug me with you.

When i was asleep.

I feel so love by you when i hug me when i was sleep.

How counld i wish that te time wont end so fast for us so that i could hug you no matter what.

And when i reach home i was so worry that my phone really something happen.

You just keep pei me talk no the phone and make me calm donw.

You ask me go and have some sleep early.

And about 1 am plus you call me up and tell me that wake you up tomorrow only and that you ask me go sleep le.

But after you put donw the phone you call me again.

And tell me.

Darlin tomrrow i end school about 2 liek this so i can meet you pei you go make your phone.

So you go home and change first and call me when you are ready to go out.

I was so dam tried last night and i only realy him

(Orh ok.)

And when dear dear you going to put dnow the phone you told me darlin wait i got something to tell you and let you know.

I realy him yes what? you wanna to tell me.

He said that.

Er... darlin i really very happy to have you.

You are the frist girl who really treat me very nice and you are the first girl who will sleep on me till so sweet and and don't wanna to wake up.

And darlin i love you.

Er ok go sleep ba it late le you still have school go sleep ba.

when i hear that i feel so touch by him.

And He is alot of my fisrt time doing thing with him.

Like not my other ex.

We had did alot of things that i did not do before with all my other ex.

Dear wo hao hao hao de zhen xi ni le.

Wo bu hui zai ci fang qi wo men de ai le.

Ni ye yao jia you de ai wo hao ma?

Bu yao zai rang wo shang xin nan guo le hao ma.

Wo men de yuan fen zhen de shi yi zhong mei li de ai qing.

Wo men yi ding hui xing fu de zai yi qi dao lao.

Wo yao ai ni yi shen yi shi.

Ni shi wo de zui ai le.

Baby i love you.

...Dear You are the most sweet Boyfriend i never have...

2009-04-13T17:20:00.000-07:00

...Dear You are the most sweet Boyfriend i never have...

Now i start to call my stead

1. Dear,

2. Lao gong,

3. Baby

And last

4. Xiang Gong

Haha it was lame la but i hope he will like it haha lor haha.

He start to be nice to me again le.

But i still feel abit scare because the will be awhlie.

But i not worry le.

In my heart i will always know that he love me de.

He start to know that how he him self had treat me le.

And he start to love me and care for my feeling.

Just like ytd i was abit not feel well because i was like yao tu tu de and du zi bu shu fu de gan jue like this.

At first i in bus i feel like yao tu le.

I when to call dear dear up and ask him dear later to pei me up but he say he was tried.

I was angry at first de.

Because i when to help him buy food and yet he don't even care what happen to me :( .

After about a few mins i reach the bus - stop near dear dear house there de.

WHT i when to tu sia but tu bu chu lai XYZ :( .

...I'am tried of IT le no matter what i do or say you also don't care to feel my love for you...

2009-04-11T23:06:00.000-07:00

...I'am tried of IT le no matter what i do or say you also don't care to feel my love for you...

Why am i keep crying?

Why can't find the love in you to me.

I really don't know how much do you really love me.

I feel so hurt and tried.

I just hope you could love me.

I just wanna a guy which love me care for me de.

Why can't i have it.

Why even you also can't love me.

Do you know how much you mean to me.

I can't feel the love from you.

Why can't you know me well and think for me more.

Why am i keep crying now.

I feel that i don't even know how to be a good stead.

Dawn are always your love and you good girlfriend.

She know what you wanna and how you feel.

I don't know.

I'am not her.

I just wanna is a guy can love me de and wont let me cry for him every time.

Why can't you just don't let me cry for you le ma.

I hate it when you don't even care for my feel.

You know how to think of yourself and other thing.

But you ask yourself.

Did you care for me before anot.

You can just don't care how i feel.

I always think that you will be nice to me love me cae for me.

Why am i keep bluffing myself.

But you are not.

You did not do anything for me before after so long.

Just like our 2 month ann you don't seem to know or remember when it iz.

I make so much thing for you what did you give me back.

I big fight with you for nothing because you are boring.

And make me cry.

Don't care for my feeling and let me be.

Make me think so much of stupid thing to make you happy.

But what i get back.

No love from you.

No care from you.

No time from you.

Get scold by you.

Get cold by you.

Me just can't get anymore happy from you.

Every time agnry of you hate you.

I also feel tried you know and hurt you know?

When every time i miss you what can i do is to hug the jacket that you have put on for me de.

Hug it very hard and i don't wanna to let you go.

I really miss youso much.

I really wanna to love you.

I don't wanna you to treat me like this anymore le.

Pls love me can.

I really need to so much and love me.

You say you wanna to last long with me de.

Pls just try to do it and love me can.

…To My Dear Dear…

2009-04-08T04:07:00.000-07:00

…To My Dear Dear…

Some times I ‘am think that do I really love you?
Do I really love you deep in my heart?
Will I stay will you till we get old?
Will I leave you one day?
Will we last long?
I ’am think this every day and night do I did my best to love you?
Know how you feel in your heart when you are sad?
I Miss all the time that we have together.
I ‘am so happy to have you to stay by my side when I ‘am happy, sad, angry or even sick.
Some of the day I don’t really very happy.
Because of all the fighting with you that make each other not happy.
I hope you will just stay with me till the end of your life.
Hope to last long with you.
LOVE you.
Care for you more.
Give more time to you.
I know that you and I always have no time for each other.
To me I only can just MISSING you every day.
But you I do not know how you feel.
Do you miss me?
Do you love me?
I don’t know.
But I do MISS all the day with you when I spend time with.
And I still remember one day you came in to the room and hug me very hard like don’t wan to let me go off from your hug like this.
I still remember you tell me that (Don’t Leave You.)
I ask you if I came back to you what will you do.
You say that (I will hug u.. Tell u that I miss you totally.. I won’t wan to let go of my hug)
That is what you told me.
And I really Miss your HUG a lot.
Like when I fall a sick you just hug me and don’t let me to get cold.
I feel so touch and happy when you wei wo chi yao de shi hou I feel so happy that you will care for me when I ‘am sick like this.
I do really hope we can stay like this forever so happy, lovely, care each other more can?
You are my love ones too.
I wan to share my love, my care and every thing to you and make you happy Xin fu also.
Stay with me till forever.
Don’t say you can give me any promise me okay.
And always remember that I love you and I will always stay by your side forever.

Sing by You and Me Time and Date

Amanda Tan

08/04/09

...I wont wanna to leave you...

2009-04-03T00:45:00.000-07:00

...I wont wanna to leave you...
I wont wanna to leave you BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
And i only wanna to love you.
You are my tears, my love, my life and my every thing.
I don't wanna you to leave me pls.

...不要气他...

2009-04-03T00:37:00.000-07:00

...不要气他...
请不要气他.
因为他没错.
错的人是我.
我不因此爱他的.
只是我一时的傻而害道自己的.
错的是我不是他.
我真的很爱他.
我想紧紧的握着他不放的.
是我错了.
是我因此放他的.
他没要错.
是我
我没做好爱他的人.
是我不会爱他.
他没错.
是我傻.
不要怪他了.
但我会傻傻的等他爱我的.

...Cry...

2009-04-03T00:09:00.001-07:00

...Cry...
Today i'am very sad and tried le.
I hate to fight with him for nothing.
I hate to fight with him.
In the morning before going to sch i when to my friend house there and meet her go to school.
I don't know what happen to me this few week.
I keep crying and crying for him.
But he don't know how i feel.
I really don't know what had happen to him.
I really wanna to spend time with him.
And just because of this he scold me and du luan me.
It make me feel so sad that he ask me don't go find him forever le.
He ask me don't never time go find him or pei him le.
And he say What for we meet and doing nothing?
When i hear that i feel so sad.
He just put dnow my phone after scolding me.
I feel so sad.
This is the first time h treat me so badly till now.
What did i do wrong?
Why he wanna treat me like this?
Me just listening to song and think alot of thing till i cry and cry not stop till i reach school.
PE time teacher ask we all go for 2.4 run.
I keep runing like crazy the hurt the pain in me i just wanna it to be over.
I keep runing.
Keep thinking.
But i really don't know.
My heart so pain i feel like that my heart and my haed was so pain like i'am going to fall but i just keep runing and run.
Till i really don't think of it and move on.
Till i told myself not to cry le.
我要坚强起来不要在哭了.
但我还是哭了.
回到家时我叫他陪我出去.
But end up he scold me again and put donw my phone.
I go on cry again.
I'am here now typing my blog crying and crying listen to the song which he like it make me cry even more.
I really wanna to love him.
Give him all i can.
But now i hate him.
I hate him treat me like this.
Make me cry and make me so hurt.
PLS STOP CRYING AMANDA PLS DON'T CRY LE.
I TELL MYSELF LIKE THIS BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP.
I'AM SO HURT.
I'AM TRIED LE.
I REALLY HOPE HE COULD LOVE ME.
FINE AS YOU WISH I NOT GOING TO FIND YOU LE OK HAPPY.
:(

...I'am tried of every thing that you do to me...

2009-04-02T23:33:00.000-07:00

...I'am tried of every thing that you do to me...

Why am i keep crying all this day?

I'am tried of crying le.

Why can't i get love by you.

Why can't i get treat nice and good by you.

I hate you.

I Love you.

I really don't know what to do.

Why you treat me like this and yet i still so love you.

(WHY)? I'am really very tried of it le.

WHY can't you have time for me.

WHY you wanna to hurt me.

Tried

really.

Feel like give it a end of everything

Shuold i give up?

Should i love you.

Should we leave each other alone?

What shall i do?

I'am tried of crying everyday.

Worry that you will leave me.

Don't love me anymore.

Don't wanna me to find you anymore.

What did i do wrong?

Why you treat me like this.

I'am really tried le.

Why can't you love me.

What shall i do so that you will love me more.

I'am tried.

If this is the way that you say you wanna to fall in love again.

NO you are not doing it.

You don't love me anymore.

You leave me and just let me cry like hell.

I'am so hurt by you.

You tell me that you hate yourself for not loving me.

What for you tell me when you yourself know that you treat me like this.

You just leave me.

In the room and cry.

You just leave me.

In the mall and let me walk by myself for 1hr plus and let me cry.

You just don't care.

You can just leave me like this.

You say you hate yourself.

What should i do so that you will not treat me like this.

What shall i say to you so that you know how i feel :(.

How much love can i still give you so that you will know.

How much care should i give you so that you will know.

Cry and cry the whole day.

Cry till i fall asleep.

Wake up cry again the whole day.

In bus today cry till i reach school.

What should i do.

So that you will love me?

I'am so hurt.

I only wanna and wish that you can love me more.

Pei me more.

Show me that you do care for me.

But you did not do it.

I'am tried i really don't know how to love you anymore le.

(I GIVE UP.)

I don't know how to save you le.

(I GIVE UP.)

I don't know when will you love me?

I Don't know.

(I GIVE UP TO KNOW LE.)

I'am tried.

What i wanna was to have a guy can let me cry on him.

can give me love.

care for me.

treat me nice.

I'am really hate it HOW WHEN YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS.

I FEEL LIKR DIE NOW.

WHAT CAN I DO SO THAT YOU WILL KNOW :(.

ALL MY FREIND ASK ME TO LEAVE YOU.

I DON'T WANNA BECAUSE I REALLY WANNA TO LOVE YOU.

I THINK I DID NOT DO A GOOD STEAD.

IF NOT WHY YOU WILL TREAT ME LIKE THIS.

I REALLY TRIED LE. :(

CAN ANY ONE LET ME CRY ON IT.

AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO. :(

...Love hurt...

2009-03-31T06:23:00.000-07:00

...爱太多真的很痛...

I dun know wat to do with love again.

should i give up or not?

i dun know?

should i love him more or not?

i dun know?

should i leave him or not?

i dun know?

should i give him more time?

i dun know?

should i wait for him or not?

i dun know?

i'am tried.is iz really wat teacher say is right?

i'am so worry now.

i'am scare that me and him will just go on like this.

i'am tried.

i need him.

i dun wanna to lost him.

i wanna to hug him hard and dun let him go.

i wanna to love him more.

i wanna him to love me more.

i wanna him to love me more.

i wanna him to care for me more.

i wanna him to pei me more.

i wanna him to worry for me more.

i wanna him to think for me more.

i wanna him.

i dun wanna him to treat me like this right now.

i wanna him to know how much i think for him.

but i dun think he can feel it.

i wanna him to accept me.

accpet my love.

just fang xin de hao hao de ai wo.

also cannot ma?

i wanna him.

dun leave me.

care for me.

love me.

dun hurt me.

:(

...Dear i really very scare to lost you...

2009-03-29T03:44:00.000-07:00

...Dear i really very scare to lost you...

Dear i very scare that i will lost you.

And i really can't take it anymore le.

I wanna to let you know something and let you know how i feel in my heart.

I do really wanna to love you save you away from her.

I very worry that are you playing with my feeling.

Dear i wanna you.

i wanna you to know that how much i love you.

How much u mean to me.

I wanna you.

Don't leave me.

Pls love me.

Care for me.

Think for me.

Love me all you can.

I need you.

I really don't know what are you thinking now.

I very sad when you treat me like this now you know.

Like just now like this you just let me cry and cry not stop.

And you can just don't even give some care for me.

You just leave me in the room and let me cry.

After that when you going to work you don't even know that i had just walk off le.

You just don't care and not worry for me.

I You know how sad i was.

I cried all the way home.

Dear

I really wanna to hold on you real hard love you care for you.

But why you can't just accept it.

How long you wanna me to wait?

How long that can you really zhen xi wo?

How long can you tell me that you love me ask me to always stay by yourside don't leave you love you more that ever.

How long you wanna me to wait.

I'am tried.

和你在一起有时我感道很幸福因为有你在我身边爱我陪着我安慰我.

但现在你不在对我像那时后的对我了.

我为了你我给了你我的一切.

我哭了很久想了很多.

我才明白我爱你不可以没有你.

我真的很想要和你永远在一起.

永远的可以和你好好的过.

永远的可以陪在你身边.

永远的可以让你放心的爱我.

但你没有管心道我的感觉.

我没後悔和你在一起.

因为我知道你会给我永远一辈子.

你是我的幸福.

当我们还没变趁着样的时后.

我感道很幸福因为有你在.

有你可以爱我管心我陪我道永远的人.

你是我的唯一.

你也是我的一切.

你也是我的永远.

你是我的身命.

你是我的空气.

你是我要去爱去管心的最爱的一个人.

DEAR我真的很希望你会好好的爱我可以吗?

不要在这样子对我了好吗?

我是真心的想爱你为你做事陪在你身边.

当我那时后去你家你叫我帮你掉你的衣服的时后我好想是你的老婆是的就很想和你着样单纯的陪你这样子永远的过下去.

我很怕你会离开我.

真的很怕.

DEAR我真的很希望我们会好好的过好吗?

爱我

陪我

管心我

好吗?

我只好你会对我好一点可以吗?

:(

And dear i really miss you so much that ever.

I really hope you can love me really.

...Dear Pls dun leaver me hao me? Don't break with me too i'am so scare to lost you...

2009-03-27T03:39:00.001-07:00

...Dear Pls dun leaver me hao me? Don't break with me too i'am so scare to lost you...
Dear pls don't leave me can?
I really scare that you leave me.
Can don't let ytd thing happen again ma.
Dear i really don't wanna to fight with you again.
Pls zhen xi wo hao ma?

...I Wanna To Stay By His Side...

2009-03-24T17:24:00.000-07:00

...I Wanna To Stay By His Side...

Poor dear dear he is like sick liao le :(.

I wann to pei him today if hereally sick i wanna to bring him go see dotcor le.

Dear Dear cannot sick la ok.

You must take care of yourself hao ma?

Don't let me worry for you can?

Haiz I really feel like go pei you now lor.

Dear if you sick right don't always think of work ok.

You still have to rest at home de.

...I don't like YOU to keep calling me silly :(...

2009-03-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

...I don't like YOU to keep calling me silly :(...

Dear is not a silly thing to love you ok.

I really wanna you to know that LoVe Really can be the best.

I know you get hurt before by LoVe.

It happen to me before ok Dear.

I was Ones and two time hurt for LoVe le.

But i learn how to stand up form the place wherer i have fall at and do it one more time again and believe in LoVe again.

I know to you what i had sa now it will feel so STUPID for you or SILLY.

But i really hope you can stand up again and give it a try one more time.

I know it hurts.

But I don't wish now you are with me and always thinks that LoVe is a bad thing for you.

And you had start to be selfish.

I not going to care you are selfish now or not.

I just wanna you to know that How Much LOVE can really change a person to let him go fall in LoVe AGAIN and won't get hurt.

Ones i hear a story form one of my Gan Kor.

HE say to me that no matter how much did he hurt you, you still have to move on with him.

I had learn this word form him.

And i Know that No Matter How LoVe Hurts me.

I'am not going to scare anymore.

And i will just move on with my life.

I Know you can Believe in What is LoVe.

I do really wanna to fall in LoVe for you.

And not to give up on you.

I know that you had hurt me alot because you think that you are selfish now after she leave you.

But I really wanna to help you to stand up again and hao hao de qu ai yi chang hao ma?

I really wanna to LAST long with you.

And till forever.

DON'T ALWAYS SAY ME SILLY.

AND DON'T ALWAYS SAY THAT YOU ARE SELFISH.

BECAUSE YOU LOVE YOURSELF MORE.

YOU CAN ALWAYS BELIEVE ME THAT I WILL REALLY WANNA TO LOVE YOU, CARE YOU, AND GIVE YOU ALL I CAN GIVE.

I REALLY HOPE AFTER YOU HAD SEE THIS POST YOU CAN REALLY GO THINK THAT YOU HAVE TO STAND UP AGAIN AND FACE IT AGAIN FOR ONE LAST TIME.

*(I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT).*

...我知道我对你来说很傻...

2009-03-23T06:39:00.000-07:00

...我知道我对你来说很傻...
Dear Dear 我真的不管你着么说我傻傻的爱你.
但我真的要让你知道我爱你.
我的幸福真的在你的手里.
快乐, 开兴, 幸福也在我和你的手里.
不要怕说你给不了幸福给我.
我不怕.
我就要和你永远的在一起.
不管有多摸痛苦和难关我都要和你在一起道老.
我是很傻拉.
但我为了你在傻也没关系.
因为我不怕苦.
我不怕你给不了我要的幸福快乐.
但我只知道我是你的.
就是你的.
我说过了我不要在让你难过痛苦的.
我要和你一起同甘共苦, 共同进退.
我会爱你道老.
我也不想管过去发生了什么事情.
我只要陪你到最后.
我还记得你对我说过的一句话就是.
我会爱你只道你不在爱我的那一天, 但我希望那一天不会道来.
我心里现在也想着样的对你说.
我真的是爱你.
也不想在让你离开我的.
我希望我们会去珍惜对访多一点好吗.
不要一之说你不是我的幸福了好吗?
我真的要和你道老.
而且DEAR我不是傻瓜. 而且爱你不是个错, 而且我的幸福是在你的手上好吗?

傻瓜

2009-03-22T11:46:00.000-07:00

我想跟你说。你真的好傻。谢谢你给我的爱，给我的关怀，给我的时间。谢谢你对我那么好。你那么傻傻的爱我。我也不想骗你。我知道我只有那么一点的能力，让你能快乐，开心。我不想对你说太多好听的话，应为我怕我做不到。你的辛福不在我手上。你的辛福和快乐，在你自己的手里，在你的未来。我相信，未来的你，可以找到跟好的男人。我也相信，有一天，你会明白，现实生活中的爱情。永远都不会是想象中一样的美好。既然承经爱过，何必真正拥有你。即使离别，也不会有太多难过。我这一辈子，犯过最大的错。就是太相信爱情的美好。我不要你，为爱情伤心。

...Teardrops On My Guitar...

2009-03-22T02:51:00.000-07:00

...Teardrops On My Guitar...
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cuz It's so damn funny***** That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night CHORUS He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause REPEAT CHORUS So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do He's the time taken up but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into... Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

...So sad no time to pei my dear dear liao :(...

2009-03-21T20:44:00.001-07:00

...So sad no time to pei my dear dear liao :(...
Today will be the last day of my school hoilday le:(.
And when school reopen it going to be a busy time for me le.
As for dear dear he also got no time to pei me le.
But only monday he will be free only :(.
Why monday sia Why?
If monday i got no (SP) more better lor.
I can pei him:(.
I hate (SP).
I hate SCHOOL.
It all weast of my time and life over there.
I don't wanna study le la.
I'am sick of it le :(.
I wanna to do my this.
I wanna to have time to pei dear dear.
I wanna dear dear to have time for me too:(.
But dear dear cannot lost his job.
HE needs money to pay alot of this.
I wanna to help him earn money to pay everything for him also.
Haha because i also got use de :(.
I wanna to help him.
I don't wanna to stay in school make me no time to earn money for myself and alot of this.
:(.

...To My Dear Dear...

2009-03-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

...To My Dear Dear...

Some times i'am think am i being to love you?
Do i really love you deep in my heart?
Will i betary you?
Will i Leave you one day?
Will we last long?
I'am think this few days that do i really love you, care about you?
Know how you feel in your heart?
I Miss the time when you are with me like ytd.
I'am so happy to have you to stay by my side when i'am sad.
this few week i don't feel really happy because of something that make me feel so down de.
I just can't think about it.
i feel so heart pain, sad and feel like crying.
But i can't let you know about this.
I Hope you will stay with me till the end.
Hope to last long with you.
Will not betary you.
LoVe you.
Care more for you.
Give my time to you.
I know that i bad because i got no time for you to pei you also.
But i really wan to find time for you.
We are both busy on each other things.
MiSsiNg each other every day.
Hope to have time for each other.
But i'am just feel so sorry that i can't even really find time for you.
I do feel happy when we go out with each other ytd.
Having Fun with you.
Walking around in Bugis.
Going for some shopping.
Buying the same thing with you.
Eating same food with you.
I just can't take it of my mind.
I miss the time.
I really wan you to pormise me that,
You won't leave me.
You will love me forever.
Care for each other more.Stay with each other no matter what happen.
Not going to flirt other people.
Zhong xin together.
Don't Somke again.
Can you do that?
Leave me a comment here for me in my blog.
And I LoVe you.

...Today Pei Dear Dear and his brother sister go have breakfast together at mac...

2009-03-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

Today i wake up early in the morning i told dear that i today will go find him in the morning de.
Than i wake up at 8am and i call him and ask him he wake up le ma?
He say ya call me back later and he when bacak to sleep.
At about 8 puls like this i call him up again and tell him that dear i going out liao le la that he tell me that his father mother sitll at home and he still wanna sleep lor.
ZZZ dear dear really very pig lor ZZZ...
Than i when back to rest, than at 9 plus he sms ask me where i'am le?
I told him that you say you wanna to sleep ask me go home de la now i go home liao you ask me to go out ZZZ wth lor ZZZ.
But he funny lor.
When i reach his house liao he so bad go wake his brother and sister up like what lor.
He say la (When i wake up liao every body must wake up also cannot sleep).
Wa so DA PAI sia.
And he ask me wanna go for breakfast ma?
I say anything lor up to you.
Than he say ask the two pig out together also.
So i when to call his mei to wake up i told her that do you wanna to go for bearkfast with us now?
She say ok lor anything de.
So everybody when to get ready to go out.
And go for bearkfast.
Reach TM le Don't know what to eat lor so sian de ZZZ.
So think so many place to eat but end up we all go for mac.
So Dam qiao de lor i saw Ah Ben at there also haha.
Reach mac i was Yong Chun still working over there haha so funny de lor him haha.
In bus was my K1 de friend that reach TM you saw so many other fof my friends lor haha what a qiao he.
Than Dear eat very fast because he need to go to work ma so he eat as fast as he can.
After he eat finish he ask we all to eat men yi dian that he go to work first lor.
I wanna to pei him go to bugis that go home de.
But dear dear dun let :( .
He ask me to go top up my card liao that go home ok.
I say i don't wanna i wanna pei him.
He keep sayng no need la what for lor :(.
Than i say ok ba bye bye dear dear after work sms me ok love you.
After that i think very sian i don't feel like going home so eraly since i'am outside le mind as will call my friend out that.
I sms dear dear ask him to sms his mei wanna to go out with me and my friends anot.
Dear say i give you her number that you ask her see how lor.
So i when to sms her.
But she never reply so i call her up and ask her.
She say ok that let GO.
Haha.
Let Go Bugis and have fun that.
That after that see if got time bring her go see her kor kor working place there at CQ.
After walking at Bugis i ask her ok why not we go find him now ok.
And the both of us take a walk to his place there.
She say that will kor kor be angry with me if we two go find him like this?
I told her no ba.
He won't that xiao qi de but he will only so happy ba i think.
So when we take a walk to the place we and go to some other places that we never see or go before de.
We when in and take a look at the place.
And walk till we reach CQ.
We when for shopping at there.
And when we wanna to walk toward the some where.
Guess what!
I saw KuNiO haha.
I when to say hi to him, but at seem that he don't really know me lor haha cute sia he.
Me and his mei mei can really talk to each other very well lah haha.
I can't believe that i could get alone quite well with her.
Well she is a nice girl and quite an jin le ba.
But haha she talk quite alot of this de la today haha.
Aiya i wanna to take photo with her de.
OMG i can really for get about it ZZZ.
Never Mind hope still got next time ba haha.

...爱你就像Cappuccino...

2009-03-20T01:49:00.000-07:00

...爱你就像Cappuccino...

自从他走了以后

在我的心中

留着不大不小伤口

在这个入秋街头

所有感受

我还沉溺在回忆漩涡

有人说爱是种烈酒

会让人失去了左右

我却对爱有种不同感受

我深深的觉得

它像手中cappuccino

爱情像cappuccino

浓浓的眷恋泡沫

诱人的气息多爱不释手

爱是cappuccino

苦苦的美丽滋味

藏在我心头久久

come and hit me baby one more

time cuz the scent of you makes me

lose my mind takin' control of

my heart with your sensuous style makin' me wild takin' me on a

natural high and ya now...

我也以为我能够

在心碎的时候

转身大步大步就走

在这个微寒气候

坐在咖啡馆中

温柔只能心中虚构

有人说爱是种烈酒

会让人失去了左右

我却对爱有种不同感受

我深深的觉得

它像手中cappuccino

爱情像cappuccino

浓浓的眷恋泡沫

诱人的气息

多爱不释手

爱是cappuccino

苦苦的美丽滋味

藏在我心头久久

有些事已不想说

有些愁无法形容

只有尝过的人才懂

如果你深深爱过

付出过温柔爱一个人

上瘾了以后思念浓

cheak1,cheak2,cheak3...listen baby

cuz i'mtellin' da truth. cuz i'm getting' dazy.

i'm getting' hazy.

the scent of you girl still amaze me,

baby faze me, and gets me crazy.

so baby tell me is it infatuation?

cuz i'm head over heels in this situation.

so baby baby keep it goin' on and on cuz when it

comes to love

i'm known to be second to none... so cheak it...

爱情像cappuccino

浓浓的眷恋泡沫

诱人的气息多爱不释手

爱是cappuccino

苦苦的美丽滋味

藏在我心头久久

...我要学会去珍惜我爱的人...

2009-03-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

...我要学会去珍惜我爱的人...

爱一个人是一件很累又会被伤害的感情.

爱情带给人的是(甜和苦).

如果得道的是(甜美)是幸福的.

如果得道的是(痛苦)是难过的.

每一个人都稀望得道的是(甜美)的回忆和感动的爱情可一道天长地久.

没有一每一个人要的是(痛苦)痛苦给我们的是难过和不开兴的回亿而且.

...Today go out with dear dear and this brother and we both keep fighting all thank to that girl ...

2009-03-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

...Today go out with dear dear and this brother and we both keep fighting all thank to that girl ...

...See la Dear dear more look like DiDi lor haha:P...

...Dear so cute lor haha :P...

...Dear de Brother...

...Wa so many money if not can use than good liao lor haha:P...

...Dear Brother And Dear Dear...

...Dear Borther...
I'am tired today of all the fight with him :(

I was thinking it going to be fun and happy de.

All thanks to that girl who message Dear Dear de make me angry if not all of us will be happy not fighting with each other.

...It Be a Sweet Day with him...

2009-03-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

...It Be a Sweet Day with him...

Few days ago on the monday is a hoilday i when out with my dear dear lao gong for some shopping.

In morning i when to his house there find him. I can't wait to go out with him.

At first he was sleeping at home till i come that heh try to wake up by himself.

And i bring along my gave for him de is a couple cup lai de.

It look like this de.

After picking up

This is the Cup.

That after he wake up we when for shopping liao we when to eat first to qing zu our 2 month ann.

We when for to eat sushi and we take alot of stupid photo sia haha he so funny and cute de lor haha.

Here Are Some Photo.

...Me and my Dear Dear 2moth ann is coming le so happy...

2009-03-15T01:12:00.000-07:00

...Me and my Dear Dear 2moth ann is coming le so happy...
Dear Dear i'am so happy that we are together.
It has be a quite hard time for the both of us.
But i dun scare that this will happen again because i believe that we can last long.
I really hope to last long with you.
It going to be 2moth for us le.
I'am really very happy.
When i think of my pass ex we can't even last long till half a moth.
But what i'am very happy was that we can really last long till it going to be 2moth le.
i really very happy.
But i know sometimes you keep saying that i'am a silly girl.
I do not know why you keep saying that but if i will know is that you keep telling me that don't love you so much.
Because you scare that you will hurt me more.
But i'am not scare.
Because i really love you and wan to help you, care for you and give to you what i can give.
I really hope that we can really last long Dear.
I will be always staying by your side de.
Because I LoVe You

...我好想你...

2009-03-15T00:12:00.000-07:00

...我好想你...

下雨天了怎么办我真的好想你

我不敢打给你因为我怕找不到原因

什么失眠的声音

变得好熟悉

沉默的场景做你的代替

陪我听雨滴

每一次的期待让人越来越沉迷

谁会和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会什么叫爱和

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪的感觉真的好累

一个人好累好累好难过

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我才能让你更想念

雨要多大

天要有多黑才能够有你的体贴我对你的爱

其实没有我你也分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

你不要别说你会难过

也别说你会想要改变

被爱的人不用道歉.

期待真的让我越来越疲惫

谁会真的和我一样

等不到他的谁

当我爱上你我总在学会

寂寞和爱情的滋味

一个人撑伞的时后,一个人擦泪的时后你会明白我的痛吗?

一个人真的好累不想在去想了.

要有怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我才能让你更想念着我做的一切呢?

雨要多大你才会知道我在为你而哭呢?

天要有多黑才能够有你的体贴多一点

其实没有我你也分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

请别对说你会难过

也别说我说你会真的想改变你自己.

被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎么样的我能让你更想念才会让你知道我为你负出的爱和痛你才会真的明白

雨真的要多大你才会知道我的心在为你而流着血呢.

天要多黑才能够有你的体贴和爱多一点呢.

其实没有我你也会分不清那些

别说你会难过真的不用

也别对我说你真的可以想去改变

被爱的人不用道歉.

真的不用的了.

因为我被你伤的很生.

...我是真的想帮你的不要放气好吗...

2009-03-15T00:01:00.000-07:00

...我是真的想帮你的不要放气好吗...

我会帮你从你的恶梦里出来的.

而且我会要和你在一起陪着你走下去的.

陪着你以只到老.

只到天长地久.

...Dear i love you...

2009-03-14T23:54:00.001-07:00

...Dear i love you...

~Dear I LoVe You

Pls remember that i be here for you to pei you de ok.~

...虽然我愿意...

2009-03-14T23:26:00.000-07:00

...虽然我愿意...

虽然你现在不知道到低你自己喜不喜欢我.

我只想要让你知道我的心会让你感动的.

记得我是爱你的.

我不会说离开就离开你的.

因为我爱你.

...亲爱的我爱你...

2009-03-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

...亲爱的我爱你...

亲爱的我好想每一天可以静静的看着你的感觉噢.

当你拥抱着我的时后我感觉到好幸福.

当你牵着我的手时我好想永远可以牵着你的手不放开.

走在你后面时知想跟上你的脚步一起走噢.

陪着你在电话了天时知想着样子的守着你说的每一句话听听你的声音我感觉到开心因为可以让我知道你在笑和开心的不想放下电话.

有你在的每一天我好幸福真的.

真稀望我们可以在一起道永远.

不要去想已前发生了什么事情就让它过去让我们俩永远幸福快了的在一起之道天长地久.